I’m so scared of living. I’m so scared of myself. I’m so scared of what I’ve become. I’m so scared of everything
I can’t calm myself down
I can’t stop my mind from battling itself
I can’t stop thinking about dying
I can’t stop panicking internally
I can’t stop myself from cutting
I can’t stop myself from hating myself
I can’t enjoy anything
I don’t want to be in my own skin anymore
I just want to escape and never come back
